I felt extremely naked, I cried for nights in my room: Kangana Ranaut on leaked emails to Hrithik Roshan

Kangana Ranaut at an event said that she felt extremely naked in front of the world and cried for nights in her room when her e-mails to Hrithik Roshan were exposed.

I felt extremely naked, I cried for nights in my room: Kangana Ranaut on leaked emails to Hrithik Roshan

Kangana Ranaut at an event said that she felt extremely naked in front of the world and cried for nights in her room when her e-mails to Hrithik Roshan were exposed.

Kangana, while attending 'The Reebok "Fit to Fight" Awards' event in New Delhi became emotional and spoke about the amount of breakdown she had to go through during the public feud with Hrithik Roshan.

Earlier this year, Hrithik Roshan had alleged that Kangana Ranaut was fabricating a romantic relationship with him. Hrithik also filed a case with the Mumbai Police claiming that someone impersonating him was corresponding with Ranaut through e-mails. Ranaut, who said that she dated Hrithik from 2009, had reportedly sent 1439 emails to Hrithik. Contents of the alleged e-mails were leaked on social media when the investigation began earlier this year.


It all started when Kangana obliquely referred to Hrithik Roshan as "a silly ex" in an interview. Hrithik initiated legal action following which, both sides exchanged legal notices.

At the event in national capital recently she made some candid revelations about the entire love story in her life.

Here is what Kangana said:

"There was this young girl in the mountains. Extremely brave, naive, impractical and stubborn. This girl, when she was walking she saw a picture of a man and she fell is love with him. And that picture led her to cross oceans, deserts, mountains and landscapes. She is standing under stars with the man and this man kisses her and he says I love you. The worlds meet and it becomes a trap between the real world and the world which was supposed to be future and to be reached, but one manages to reach there. What happens is that this man says that she is not a normal girl, she has a lot of fire in her belly. And she isn’t even a woman, she is a lion in a woman. So, the man gets scared of this woman and that’s when the whole love story becomes a tragedy.


But the thing is I cannot help if I have fire in my belly. To make myself worthy of an individual or my lover, I have crossed mental landscapes, human landscapes and all sort of distances covered. But what happens when these worlds meet and you are faced of extreme brutality? I am saying this because people have seen how I have put up a strong front to fight but nobody has seen what I feel as a woman, when I am subjected to that kind of brutality. The letters that I might have written, which were brutally exposed to the world. How did I feel as a human being because every letter that you’ve written to your lover holds a lot of vulnerability? You are exposing part of your soul or yourself, not to the world but to an individual. I felt extremely naked in front of the world. I cried for nights in my room. People make fun of me. But I never answered to that brutality in the same spirit. I think that makes me see myself as a winner.


I can’t help if I am not good enough for an individual but I think what’s not justice is to make fun of a woman’s vulnerabilities and sort of embarrass her for her desires. As far as letters are concerned, I’ve gone ahead to tell my side of the story but the only thing I want to say is, ‘Jinko duniya ki nigaaho se chupa kar rakha, jinko ek umar kaleje se laga ke rakha. Teri khushboo mein base khat main jalata kaise, pyar main doobe hue khat main jalaata kaise’"